i don't wanna go back to hostel, okay?

i still didn't finish all of the homework, but that's not the point.
just now i felt down, down, down.
because of the exam result.
n things that goin on at school

then i remember, Allah is always by my side.
i ask Him for strength, serenity.
i have a lot of friends, but not all of them know all the thing that i'd been through.
my friends, i can feel it.
the presence of them, actually give me the real strength.
because if i can't do something alone, they'll be there for me.
i really appreciate it.

i know, that sometimes we trying to be in other's shoes,
we trying so hard to understand someone.
but in the end, we can't.
actually I can't
i had tried so hard to understand her, but i can't
n i end up made her feel even worse.

i'm not a very creative girl.
i hate it when i have to think a name for my group when i'm in a camp.
i'm not so very mesra alam
because my attitude towards he/she is base on he/she
n sometimes i can feel that i do not put the trust in me
n she always say 'caye gak ke diri sendiri', 'mu buleh eh'

n yeah again- instead of getting all the homework done,
i sit here, telling u what i feel rightnow
posting pic n quotes at tumblr.
i'm totally screw up.

ps: don't mention the grammar!

Labels: Her Depression, Her Feelings, Her Strength, Her Thought