Things that I keep telling myself
-No one cares
-Buat sekarang kalau tak menyesal
-Kalau suka, beli kalau tak menyesal *yg mana slalunya aku tak beli dan aku menyesal*

Dan banyak lagi laa, and at this exact moment I want to tell myself "It doesn't hurt to get yourself an expensive notebook because you deserve it. Besides what else can keep you motivated?" and it just occurred to me that I still not rewarding myself enough because I just got my result yesterday and a month of doing nothing doesn't count and all the spending is for raya, not for celebration of exam result  Im not saying that Im doing good, it's just getting better and for that I can enjoy my raya, alhamdulillah. Masih kena berusaha lebih lebih lebih lagi sebab belajar apa je yang senang.

Baru perasan yang aku tak buat list-to-do pun for this holiday, mungkin sebab dalam kepala nak spend more time dengan family maksudnya buat je apa2 yang ada family in it, be at home as much as I can dan tak jeles dengan orang yang ifthor dengan member2 kat luar because i got to ifthor with MY FAMILY mungkin ni laa dua tahun yang dapat betul2 like 100% ada kat rumah masa puasa dan raya. Tahun depan mungkin puasa separuh kat cyber, and I have 2 years nak ifthor dengan member2 so yeah, I guess I'm not loosing anything.xd

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