Assalamua'laikum and hi all

It is 2 am. Suppose to finish up my work but, suddenly get an idea to write here so i do not want to miss this thing again, like when i have things to share in my blog i said to my self that 'i will write about this later' but i will not because i forgot about what i was going to write.

So, 4 weeks ago we had this hospital attachment where you go to the hospital lurking around looking for cases to clerk, it was for cardiology, nephrology and endocrine/respiratory rotation. Of course our clinical lecturers help us to find good cases so that we don't end up clerking cases with so much co-morbidities,  and the one that we can learn as much as we could out of it. When you go to the ward it means no sitting, write everything that you can understand from doctors' handwriting, and  there is no place for you in the hospital *to rest with your friends* and you don't have a specific place to put your bags *they do provide such place but it feels like you are invading the staffs' space so it was kinda uncomfortable* so we, the students just brought our bodies, lab coat, papers and pens. What i did was i just stuff all my belongings (matrix card, money, bank card, pens, lipstick and compact powder, calculator yeah all the necessary things) into a pouch so it was easy for me to just bring that thing around. And my pencil box just got ignored for the whole month. All my pens were vanished. i don't know where they gone and i was borrowing pens from my friends like a student who is so lazy to just bring a pen to the class. So that is the story how i became a pen beggar for few days.

I scroll my tumblr and there are posts like it is near to Christmast and  how we are just like one month away from 2018. I HATE IT because if it is December then it means that i have to send my thesis report *crying* the worst nightmare has yet to come. *regrets everything* *i did not sign up pharmacy for this* *who know being a pharmacist means that you are also a scientist* *children who said they want to be a scientist when they grow up should know what exactly a scientist do*

so yeah. if you want to work in aircond like with 0 celcius temperature with different cases cracking up your brain (what i mean is you will not do the same thing everyday) be a pharmacist! All the medicines are stored within certain temperature so you are practically a medicine, lol. ok bye.

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